Hey, everyone! I hope you're all okay. I'm getting close to finishing the revision of my novel. It's almost over!!! Almost over!!! Over!!! *echo echo echo etc.* *sigh* I have nothing to say. It's only been two months, but heck, I have nothing to say! Weird. I'm taking a philosophy class. It's...interesting. Uh...I've been busy lately? Work, school, editing. Oh! I wrote a totally epic scene for a someday-to-be-written novel of mine! It was soooo amazing. It just felt right. Reminded me of why I am a writer. It's those moments when the words just come. You can almost hear the music score in the back of your internal movie. I have to read it again later tonight and re-evaluate it. It just felt so right while I was writing. Truly wonderful. Today for breakfast I had Chips Ahoy cookies and Kit-Kats. It was totally awesome. Then for lunch, I had real food. Fortunately for my stomach, my breakfast was not too long before my lunch. I slept in, then got up and snacked a little as I wrote my epic scene. Then I ate lunch and ran to work. (Okay, I drove, but I wanted to run because I was late and my car does badly in the rain. It doesn't like to stop in the rain, so it sometimes just slides across the street like a doohicky people play with in Curling.) Anyway, I got to work late, but I guess my bosses weren't TOO upset. They didn't yell at me or anything, so I counted it as a good thing. Still, I felt terrible. They had to do my job until I got there. I apologized, but I wanted to apologize at least three times every hour I was there. I didn't. I didn't cheer up again until I had been at work for almost three hours. But eventually, I picked myself back up and reminded myself worse things could have happened. At least I showed up. So I guess it was okay. I'm okay. My bosses didn't seem too upset, but I could tell my main boss was annoyed. Oops. Problem is, it was just a stupid mistake on my part. I thought I was working the late shift, but I wasn't. So I was late. I really hate disappointing people. I really hate not being where I'm supposed to be and not doing what I'm supposed to do. I've decided it's worse than fights or arguments--and I always thought fighting was the worst thing on the planet. But disappointing people feels worse to me. So there. Anyway, on a happier note, I watched Remember The Titans today (great movie) and I fell in love with the theme. Also "The Chase" and the "Theme" from National Treasure are both AMAZING. I just realized how much so tonight. They are EPIC. EPIC! I'm gonna go re-read my epic scene now. After I eat some cereal, anyway. ttyl *~*Laura*~* |