sorry, but this is a venting post...I'm a bit down right now.

Strangely enough, it is impossible to construct a sentence that illustrates the meaning of the word `irony.'	dies laughing

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Thursday, June 25, 2009

sorry, but this is a venting post...I'm a bit down right now.

I'll be fine after a few hours of sleep I think. I bet I'm just tired. Maybe I need sleep. But I'm stressed and sad.

I miss NaNo.... Is it ridiculous to be missing NaNo? I write EVERY DAY. Why do I miss my special November-time...? Because I get to push myself? Because of the friends and odd chats? Because of the excitement...yeah. It's thrilling. And I miss it. And I'm scared my mom will seriously disapprove if I tell her I'm going to do NaNo2009 since it'll be my freshman year of college.... BUT I HAVE TO DO NANO!!!! I can't NOT do nano.... It's in my blood now. I'm going to find some weird places to write too. I never got to go anywhere odd these past two years. This coming November I want to sit in the elevators and type or find random hotel lobbies/coffee shops and watch the world as I work. ...Bring it on.

*huge huge sigh* I've gotten into contact with my college roomate for my upcoming semester. She is the COMPLETE OPPOSITE of everything I am. So now I am...terrified! She's loud and I'm quiet. She's up till all hours of the night (morning) and I'm scheduling classes for 8:00am or 9:00. (She doesn't have any classes before 11:00am. ) She's...intense. (Who lists "dying my hair and getting piercings" amongst their string of hobbies? ...*tear*) I'm stressed because I'm worried about this. I've never been friends with someone like her, I think. And though she seems really nice in her emails, some of the things (noted above) are kind of making me nervous.

To top it off, I was naive (see: stupid!) and said I didn't really want to have guys coming into our doorm room often, and she was kind of thrown. She said (very nicely) that she has a lot of guy friends, but that "none of them are really crude or anything." Whatever that's supposed to do for me.... Egh........ I wish I could just take back my comment now, but I don't know how. ("Okay, just forget I said anything! I'm okay with guys coming into our room at any time of day!" ...?)

Yeah... stressed?

My to-do list is incredible, it seems. A few nights ago my parents woke up to find me up at some terrible hour of the morning. Their words: "Laura! It's you! But you're supposed to be the responsible one!" Then my mom somehow found a way to mention all of these things that I haven't done this summer yet that I should be doing. So, after having a rough time falling asleep, I woke up the next morning making to-do lists. I now have this massive daily list of check-off items. (Believe it or not, Xanga is on there, because I keep dropping off the Xangean planet.) And I'm slowly getting things done. But now...now I'm just tired. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel off tonight.

I just found out the sheets I bought for my dorm room are probably the wrong size. I don't know if I have the receipt.

One of my coworkers is quitting in a week, so we will probably have to hire someone.... I'm kind of glad and sad. I have never liked t girl all that much because she slacked off and I took the brunt of her...slacking? But, lately, she and I have been having fun working together. I can't even say why. So now I feel odd knowing that I'm going to miss her, yet being relieved that I won't ever get any more last minute (see: one hour before work!) calls to ask if I can take her shift.... *sigh*

I need to journal. Seriously. I need to vent there, because this is getting too long and no one will read it. But, oh well. I'll leave you with one fair parting shot...

Dollarish posted: "What would you do with 10 million dollars?"

What I wish I could put:
Buy a piano store
buy at least three kittens/cats
set aside rest for college/post-college expenses

What I would probably actually do:
put aside enough for all college expenses
buy a modestly priced piano (hopefully a white baby-grand!)
buy at least three kittens/cats
save for post-college living expenses

Yes...both lists are in order. :) Sorry I was venting tonight. I'll get back to you with comments soon....

As Facebook says: "Laura B-----"

--"Is sad for some reason, and can't figure out why. My day was perfectly happy earlier. Now, I just feel tired and scared and upset. I think I'll take my iPod, put on some worship music, and go to sleep."

Favorite song for when I'm sad: Bebo Norman's "Tip Of My Heart"

"I'm gonna live...."

*sigh* I could use a hug right now.... I could really use a hug.

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*hug* i hope you feel better, i'm glad you liked the quotes.

haha /maybe/ you'd get on more often.

good i'm glad your job situation worked out, and you're very welcome.

thing is lot of what is seen about parkour/free-running is exaggerated, youtube vids show people jumping off 10-15 foot buildings, which if you do it right won't hurt now, but could really mess you up later. most who are in it for the long haul or health benefits tend to not do that. though it is hard, and painful. plus i haven't really been training, garden work has pretty much sucked my time and energy. haha you shouldn't /always/ listen to your sister.

hahaha awesome isn't saying 'ooogggggg' awesome.

yeah our church has a baby grand, my grandpa has a piano, it's either a tall or a wall (i don't know the difference) but the feeling isn't the same. i know i can't really play and love 'em too.

haha yep it was an elmer fudd reference. the fudd is pretty awesome

sweet, if you'd like to find me on facebook i'll message the info.

well i'm glad you feel better than you did. (:

see ya (hopefully before next month q; )

*/jeremy\*

Posted 6/25/2009 12:58 PM by jeemy - reply

i am so proud of you. (:

no i didn't realize i was on the 31st page, i thought if you put the email with my name it would come up with just me.

haha it's all physics, if when you hit the ground your knees bend and you go into a roll you'd be fine. it distributes the force across the entire body and not just the legs, and the roll helps keeping the momentum going, so you can come out of the roll running.

haha is she gonna be the first female seal? haha 'take it like a man' haha sorry your man-up comment reminded me of the missions trip to portugal. some of the guys rat-tailed each other (mostly when we were in the kitchen doing dishes) with wet hand-towels. i think there was also some of that in the missions trip to slidel louisiana too.

well the one my grandpa has isn't tall (least i don't think so), but i don't know, his is out of tune and to my knowledge he doesn't play, mom did/can and since my family built onto his house it's what i used when i took lessons, but i think he just puts things on it.

haha yeah food is important. haha hopefully you're on facebook more than you get on xanga q:

jere\m/y

Posted 6/26/2009 1:42 PM by jeemy - reply

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hey there. havent talked to you in a while. :) i normally read this through email. i have the subscription set up.... ha ha ha. im sorry about nano. and such. i hope everything works out. ill be praying for u. hope ur ok.

Posted 6/27/2009 8:47 PM by craftyactressbooscrew - reply

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